My partner and I often find it difficult to agree on a film to watch in the evening but after I said I’d never seen Trainspotting (1996), he decided that there was nothing else we could watch. So we settled down to watch one of the most iconic British films of all time.
Now, going into this, I only knew a handful of things about the film, mostly through my good friend Alex who absolutely loves the film. The sum of my knowledge amounted to: the film is about heroin and Ewan McGregor is in it. Which honestly is probably the best way to go into the film. I am going to be spoiling the film in this article so if you haven’t seen it, go and watch it because it absolutely lives up to the hype!
So the opening had me a little upset because the opening speech, which is one of the most iconic speeches of all time and of the film, really seemed to romanticise heroin use to me. Of course the film does that on purpose because it completely flips that romanticism on its head as the film goes on.
The character of Renton is perfectly created within the first few minutes. We already know everything there is to know about him and we relate to him. He is an average man who just wants to get his kicks, and sadly that kick is heroin. His opening speech makes us realise what is so appealing about heroin and how he has made the choice to take this path in life. Following his character arc throughout the film makes you realise how badly heroin truly destroys lives but also how it can be turned around. Again, the fact that we relate to him makes us proud when he’s able to get away from Scotland and start his new life in London, and sad when his life begins to catch up with him again.
When Kelly MacDonald’s Diane first appeared on screen I fell in love with her. Her hair, her dress, the way she dismisses the man in the bar, and the way she speaks to Renton. She was made to be the most desirable person in the film and my goodness it worked on me! But I have never seen comedic timing in my life quite like the moment when it is revealed that Diane is still in school and fourteen years old. I genuinely had to take a moment to pause the film and my partner watched me wander around the room laughing harder than I imagined I would at a film about heroin.
The scene which hit me hardest, as I’m sure it did with most, was when the baby died. Now I knew this was coming as I had been warned, and I was glad it wasn’t a more brutal death brought on by someone’s bad trip. Nonetheless it was a blow at the perfect time in the film which signified Renton reaching the lowest point of his addiction. This being followed by Spud being sent to prison and Renton going cold turkey off the heroin, you truly get the feel for how low he has reached.
The cold turkey scene was also one that I found to be incredibly harrowing. Many believe this scene is where the film gets its name as Renton’s bedroom walls are lined with trains (however the director, Danny Boyle, later said this wasn’t the case). The filming of this scene truly helps the audience understand what Renton is going through and how badly scrambled his life has become. The use of the baby and Spud in this scene really got to me emotionally, not to mention the acoustic overload I began to suffer, but that is obviously the goal as (although I have no personal experience) that is what heroin withdrawal is like.
Another harrowing storyline we are introduced to in this scene is Tommy’s decent into heroin abuse and his eventual death. I think I found this the saddest plot because we join most of the other characters when they are already addicted to heroin. Renton for example we see go from addicted, to rock bottom, to recovery. Tommy, however, we see as a successful young man who is very healthy but after a break up he turns to heroin, contracts aids, and dies from toxoplasmosis. Watching a character devolve that quickly throughout the film is an incredible way to show just how bad the effects of heroin can be.
Something I did notice about this film, which made it perfect in my opinion, is that it has a very intricate balance between the dark and the humorous. Of course you can’t make a complete comedy about heroin because it’s such a serious subject, but the seriousness does need to be broken apart. Some prime examples of this are the moment where spud souls the bed sheets and it end up all over his girlfriend and her family, the conversation during Tommy’s funeral, and of course the revelation of Diane’s age. These moments create respite for the audience and make the film easier to watch, but also emphasise the most terrible moments.
The final heroin deal felt to me like the most anxiety inducing scenes. At this point Renton’s life has gotten markedly better, but his old life is starting to catch up with him. Watching him try heroin again and help move the heroin from one place to another, you get worried that he will get in trouble or fall into addiction again. The final scene of him walking away with the money and repeating the speech from the opening (but now slightly different) even made me feel liberated! This also being followed by Spud getting some of the money because he was the only one that Renton cared about made me smile and felt like a very wholesome ending to the film.
I always get very worried when watching films that I know are incredibly famous because I’m always concerned that they won’t live up to my expectations. This film though, was exactly what it promised and more! And then to go on a read about the budget and how quickly it was made, it gives the student film maker in me a lot of hope! Furthermore, the films ability to capture the culture of the 90s both through visuals and the soundtrack, really helped to create its iconic status and also why younger generations continue to watch the film as culture is so cyclical. This is an incredible film which will most likely be relevant forever.




















